4 posts tagged “sick”

I have not been feeling well so yesterday I didn't get to go too the Sals for the Stollery for Cole yesterday. I donated money instead.

I have been tired latley and I have had a sore throat for a few days now. My throat feels like tht it closes off and I cannot swallow. Plus I have had no energy at all.

I wish I went yesterday but I knew once I got there it would of been a mistake because I would of been jsut off to the side not dancing. But from what I have red on facebook on Nicky's message board it was success Iam so happy for her it is so worth it and shes got so much inner strength she is awesome.

I do feel quilty for not going but I also dont want to make anyone sick either.

Iam just that last night my baby son Dylan lost his best friend Cole last night.

Cole turned 9months yesterday, But he passed away, We are not sure what happened to why he passed away. But we had 9 lovely months with him and he will missed alot.

Its the worse nightmare for a mother to go through my heart goes out to my friend. Dylan and I will miss Cole dearly.

In Loving Memory of Cole

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Well I have slowed down my blogs lately mostly because iam not feeling that great. Mostly because of this pain in my lower right side.

I have gone to the doctor's but I cannot get in for an ultrasound until Jan8th its for my pelvic and adomnial area. I also have ot go for blood work. There are somedays it hurts but not that much. ohter days Iam in so much pain I cannot move.

There is one Day Troy took the  day off and came to my place ot watch the boys and do my housework for me Iam glad we are still friends so he can help me out.

I just wish I knew what the problem is. Its like to day the pain ismaking me feel sick to my stomach.

But it's my own fault as well because i have had this pain for 4 years I jsut ignored it but its gettig worse now.

But hey whats one more month.

I'll keep you all posted.

Well I have been away again from here trying to figure out when and what I want to say. I have not had a very good week but thats noting new. But things are going a little worse then normal.

I wil find out more on Monday. I have had pains in my lower right side for over 3 years now i never have gotten it checked or anything. but since Dylan as been born they have been worse and lately even more worse. I final broke and mad a docotr's appointment because the other day the pain waso bad I couldn't move Troy had to take the day off and come and stay here and watch the kids.

I don't like docotrs they never have anythig good tosay so I don't go. Iam scared to death because cance rruns in the family between ovary and cervix it scares the day lights out of me.

Also with this seperation I will be alone to watch 3 kids and if Iam sick thats not good. I have discovered one thing over the weekend so far  drinling kills the pain.Iam jsu tnot sure what Iam goingto do Iam very scared ot go Monnday but yet i need to go because of the boys. Oh my can things get any worse.

Oh yes they can Troy has a girlfriend and he asked her to move her oh my life sucks the big one.