5 posts tagged “happy”
Well just a little update on my little life LOL.
First of all Dylan is now 9 months old amazing I feel like i jsut had him he is doing awesome he eats like a horse LOL and he is sarting to stand by himself too. He has discovered he can open cuboard doors LOL. Oh the fun is just starting LOL.
Second of all Iam moving. Got a bigger place just up the road so AJ can still go to the same school. The place has bigger bedrooms the master bedroom has a walk in closet :) hehehe
The basement your allowed to finsih if you want to. We might build an extra bedroom down there for AJ unless I do get the orginal one I looked at and it alredy has a room built down there.Also we are building bar downstairs too yippeee jsut in time for Sarah to come back. Martinis here we come LOL
Ok the other thing Troy is back home this time it is for the last time Iam giving him this last chance. We are doing alot batter things are different even the way we talk. He actually listens to me and hears what Iam saying to him. He has started to give me flowers every week. Also he talks about doing more family things and getting a babysittter so we can go out more to movies or dinners. Thats all I ever asked or was more quality time together and also as a family
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Well Christmas came and Christmas went.
I have been very tired all week from the whole thing. heck I jsut been tired all month. I am sort of glad its almost over.
Troy came and stayed the whole week which was nice. The boys enjoyed Christmas Cody got his Kitchen and was excited the only part of christmas i didn't like was that the boys got dressed before opening gifts. Yeah I know what a thing to be upset about but I always pitcure chrostmas moring sitting around the tree in PJ's opening gifts nope not here they were dressed and Cod stood the whole time opening gifts and actually walked a few times and he even made sure everything was put into a nice little pile once opened oh I trained him to well LOL.
Well I did good too I got my laptop a week before and I got my new camera also got my fuzzy robe too very happy. Also got my Brian Melo cd too.
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AJ's gifts
Cody's gifts
my gifts
Troy's gift and the blanket is over Cody's Kitchen
my fuzzy robe
my laptop unfortunally I cannot take one of the camera the other camera won't work to take one
Dinenr was good tooo I took pics of Dylan eating his first turkey dinner but they didn't turn out I gave him turkey,potatoes and carrots mixed together and the other mixture was turkey with peas and corn and he liek both of them.
We also had a chocolate cheesecake and homemade rolls as well. It was really good but alot of work lol.
I did really god this year I had two break downs one on Christmas Eve I was upset tht my friends or family wa saround and the other was on Christmas Day thinking about my friend Nicky and how she didn't get to celebrate Cole's first Christmas it still bothers me jst thinking about it.
But all in all its over and it will start again for next year.
I hope everyone has a Happy New Year and all the best for the year 2008
Well last night was my regular weight watchers meeting. I knew I wasgetting my16 week charm because youget one after attending 16 meetings which last night it was.
But even better yet I also go tmy 10% key chain. I lost 16.4 lbs sinc ethe baby was born almost 7 months ago. YIPPPEEEE
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So now Iam under the 150 mark thank god. I have only 4lbs left to go to be back to goal and then al least another 6lbs after that to lose to make me happy. OK Iam happy no wabout the weight I lost but to be back to 140 or 135 lbs would be even better.
Oh here is my charm and key chain that i got last night
Also next month I get remeasured too to see where it is coming off at. Yes I will record on here my measurements.
Well to say it in word about this weekend I could it was good.
But to why it was good well for starters I never cried this weekend. Ok once I did but not over being alone. I cried because Saturday was my grandmother's 90th birthday and I never got to see her or go to the birthday party the one thing that sucks about living far away. My sister sent me photos of the party and all who went.
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The other was my ex boyfriend. He actually wanted to ask me what he should do becaeu he was getting cold feet about marrying his girlfriend next year.Ok to explan this one better here goes. This was my very first boyfriend in high school and he is the one that mentally abused me and afterwards when we broke up he bunched a wall and throw a weight bench at me. So to part of our conversation on Saturday night he apoligized for being an ass in high schoola nd for ever treating me the way he did. No he is not a recoverying addict or anything so hes not taking steps. He said he just realiazed over the years the way he treated me and he was sorry for every hurting me or making feel in secure about myself.
I excepted his apology and we ended up talking for almost 4 hours.We talked about high scholl the reunion that I never attended becaue I jsut had my seond son 4 days before hand and also the fact I didn't want to go and face him. which again he apologized for.
But the things we talked about was unbelieveable he remembered alot more then me but I might of just closed taht door so I wouldn't remember but as we talked I realized after all these years we did have alot of good times together.
We went to the Ice Capades to see Scooby Doo that year on Valentines day he gave me a ring and a scooby doo stuffd animal. Its funny I still have them and he said he still had the ticket stub Plus alot f other things he even remembered my favorite hockey player form the Halifax Citadels (AHL) back then I was stunned that he remembered after all these years he said how could he forget he said use to drool over him LOL thats funny. He even asked if I still like Emilo Estevez HAha yeah i still do LOL
It was agood talk and we got alot out in the open fromover the years we were both young,navie and we jsut didn't now what we were really doing I guess. I am glad he is different now. But i also hope he follows my advice and talk to his girlfriend about getting married he thinks he likes a girla t work and that he is unhappy with his fiance. He tried telling her but she said thats nice dear and jsut went on with what she was doing. I do hope they can talk it out.
The other good thing about the weekend was to that I got to talk to some good friends as well Marty being one. Marty youmake me laugh when I need to and you make me smile when I need to as well.Iam so glad you are my friend and you make my day everytime I talk to you. I wish we lived closer to go out to the bars(pubs) or jsut hang out it would be so nice to do. I promise someday soon we will meet.
My other somewhat good thing this weekend was my book club I joined. Yesterday was the first meeting we meet at Boston Pizza at 1:30pm well only 3 of us showed up funny. But anyways another called and said he was going ot show up so we waited for oh my god 31/2 hrs. He never came wel we got to know each other and that and what books we liek and don't like. Of course me being shy and all I hardly talked LOL. But it was BORING I was groing tiredand wanted to leave, but i couldn't be rude. In the end got adrive thoughinstead of having to take the bus. It was funnya t first though the organizer of the group was suppose to meet me on the bus well she didn't so I was going to stay on and go to either Ikea or the new Walmart supercenter. But I couldn't do that so I got of at the next stop and walked back.
well anyways we picked a book anywas I hope its interesting LOL considering I picked it LOL it was one I had laying around and never opened it LOL
well the book is called
On the Street Where You Live by Mary Higgins Clark
it's not int he book listing on here so I cannot put a photo with it.
All in all my weekend was good thank god for the change.
Thank You Marty for the chat the other day it was nice Huggggs
Well I have fianlly come to realiaze its time to move on and put all that is behind me behind me.I have been going to talk to someone. It has been helping out. Mind youI have discovered I have a few other problems. LOL
I have discovered that I need to hve things down a certain way and if someone messes it up I will go back and fix it but i do wait until the person leaves first.
My towels must hang a certain way and my towels and blankets must be folded and put wasy a certain way. my dishes need to be put aways a certain way and so do all my can goods.
If you ever watched Sleeping with an Enemy well Iam like him. For being organized.
Its the same with my housework it needs to be done by noon time and not afterwards.
Like I told the doctor thogh I don't believe anything will happen if it doesn't get done. but its just that I need it done a certain way.
I also have realiazed theis weekend I don't need a man in my life LOL well for some things LOL
I changed my bedroom around yesterday and my furniture is very heavy really you need 2 people but i was able to do it by myself. But it was nice to do it by myself.
Also Saturday night I had dinner by myself but by candle light. I treated myself with take out. I had chicken with ceaser salad, 2 chicken spring rolls and a piece of caramel cheesecake. Also a cup glasses of wine.
Last night I watched a movie First Wives Club its my second time watching it but its differetn when yo are on the other end. Then afterwards I decided to checkon the internet to see if there were any support groups for seperated or diorce people and sure enough I found one in the area also a single parent group as well. I even joined a book club too.
So Iam slowly discovering that I can do things by myself and its nice to have time to yourself as well.
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