4 posts tagged “fustrated”

Wow not dure what the probem is today oh my god stay out of my way I guess to say.

Iam not sre why everything is getting on my nerves today but if its one thing its something else. The kids are driving me nuts today jut the littlest noise is setting me off with Dylan;s crying to Cody not shutting up. To have do the same old housework day in day out.

Then to top it off onthe way home from picking AJ up from school he decides to throw snow balls at cars and thn when we get to the house he decided he wants tot start an arguemnet with me about homework. He told me hea has no F@%ing homeowrk well that blew me up right there a  8 year old telling me off I don't think so. The n to top it off when we got in the house he pooped his pants seriously Iam not sure what Iam going to do with him at all.

Then after dinner he was going to play the playstation umm I don't think so youare grounded for wha tyou said then he calls me dummy I wanted to screm but i didin't I jsut told him go sit down and not move fr 5 min.

Then what do they do they start jumping on the sofa when thye are not sppose too and then they take their toys and play on the kitchen table when they are not suppose too.

Iam not sure where Iam going wrong but I wish I could crawl in a hole and come out later on or even bette rstart the day over.

Wow the joys of packing and moving NOT!!!!!!!!!

Well I am in the middle of packing and gettting ready to move again we found a bigger place just upt he road and we are allowed to move in the middle of February well thats what 2 weeks away LOL. So I have been packing and living out of boxes so I really hate that and every corner you go around there are boxes in the way. Plus kids and their toys they think the packed boxes are great to hide behind or use as a wall to make forts.

So I have been tripping over everything and its driving me nuts. Plus on top of this I have to stop and go to doctors

one corner

appointments oh joy.

another pile

But when packing its amazing how much stuff  you really do have and how much god damn toys the boys really do have LOL

But really have you ever tried packing with a 9 momth old around Dylan stand and watches and when you turn your back he is taking things out or reaching in to play with the paper wtapped around dished grrrrrrrr. But funny.

You ask why not do it when he goes for naps because well Iam in the middle of laying a floor in the dining room because our table ripped holes in it so we need to replace the floor. Also I have a 4 year old who wants to be in the way too LOL. But I do let him help to a point. He helped with the floor by putting the paper from the back of the tiles in the garbage and handing me tiles. For packing he hands me the tape or the marker and if he can I let him help pack certain things.

Old Floor

New Floor

Also in the middle of packing to I need to do laundry,dishes make dinner and lunch,change bums and go out of the house too.  So its slow but getting there and then I get to unpack all soon too.

So to be ready in 2 weeks thats a good question if we will be or not oh did I mention we still need ot go to Troy's a[artment and get the things and pack it up too LOL and get Jason to ge this things out of there by today becasue he heads back to work for 2 weeks in Fort McMurrary and then he goes down home for 5 days and ten back to work LOL so hopefully he leaves us the truck or hmm not sure how we are moving LOL

Why Iam I being punished? I can not to the life of me figure out why I get treated the way I do by my kids.

I tried to work things out with my husband and it didn't work he went back to his old ways.

But why do I get the heated end by me kids they see him just as much, But I get the name calling, the not being listened to. my middle child hits me or tells me he hates me when he doesn't get his way. My oldest actually shoved me today because I told him to change his pants.

Iam just at the end of my rope.

I do everything for them and I still get treated like crap Iam just tired of it 

Do you ever have one of those days where you just wat to go back to bed. Well Iam having one.

First I feel like I just keep disappointing people by what I say. Well Iam SORRY I just write or say how I feel.

Iam not saying Iam perfect or anything because believe me I am not. But really I can not help if I tell people how I feel about them if i don't like you believeme you will know it. If I really like you you'll know it too.

Also totally forgot today was the day the photographer comes back with Dylan's pictures so I was rushing around to make sure the hous ewas cleaned not like its not already but you know when people come out how you want it to look really good.

Also this stupid computer SUCKS I have to use the boys computer and hte keyboard sticks and the mouse hardly moves. I so can not wait until I get my laptop in few weeks.

plus Dylan will not stop crying I am so want to go back to bed.

Oh one more thing if i don't want to eat anything I don't have too ok Iam in a middle of a seperation and my kids are cranky at me because their father isn't here to yell at so they do it to me instead. I don't need to eat but for the record today I had an Arby's roast beef sandwich and mozza sticks and a nutri grain bar ok.