4 posts tagged “bored”

Ahhhhhhh!!

Ok I am tired of the cold weather, seriously whats up with -45,or -30 outside. I have been in this house since Saturday oh except for an hour Monday night when we borrowed the truck from Jason to go to Weight Watchers. But that was for a freaking hour and then back home again.

The weather started Sunday with blowing snow and dropping temptures, which dropped even further on Monday which was -35 but witha  wind chill to make it -45 so AJ stayed home from school that day way to cold to send him out he would of froze to death.

ice background

So then on Tuesday it was -35 outside still but Troy was able ot drive AJ to school but AJ said there was only 9 kids in class. Just way to cold to send kids to school. So as the week has been gong on its still cold today a little bit better -26 out but still to cold to walk anywheres.

SoI have been stuck inside since I don't drive. Yeah really making me rethink about learning to drive LOL. Down home they have been in the plus side which really sucks to see.

But Iam going insane being in the house especailly since there is no room to move with all the packed boxes and all. Oh yeah and a few days with out the internet because I kept losing connection for some damn stupid reason

We are changing internet companies because I got so pissed off yesterday.

Oh also Iost it last night about cooking dinner too well in short i didn't and I didn't care. Cody had a peanut butter sandwhich, AJ had waffles which I told him to make himself LOL(Iam a mean mom) Dylan had his bottled food and me and Troy ordered chicken when he got home from work.

Housework never got done yesterday because well I have been doing housework all week and Iam sick of it Iam sick of being in the house. I have no one here to talk to because of stupid time difference. It was nice to talk to Kim yesterday even though she might of gotten tired of listenign to me bitch about my connection problem of the internet.

Sorry Kim if i bored you yesterday. Hugggs

But man oh man I need out of the house.

Tomorrow I do get out I think LOL it depends if Troy can Valentine seminar thingy LOL, there will be food, booths to buy things type thing but either way it sunds funa dn it GETS ME OUT LOL.

oh did you ever see the McDonald add

your name is Pat my name is Pat that makes 2 patties , LOL well Ihave been saying that all week and making myself laugh like crazy LOL damn cannot find it on youtube. LOL

Well the last few days have been really downers I guess. So to speak.  I never really realiazed how alone Iam until I want to do something and threes no one here to do it with.

I hate being alone. i hate when the weekends come and the boys are gone with their father. I so never wanted this. i wanted to have a happy marriage a happy life and no its all gone down hill. I hate feeling like this I really do I want to be happy I want to move on but for some stupid reason I cannot.

I try but its all a lie when I think I do. Iam fine until I talk to Troy or see him it fustrates me that he has friends here and people to hang out with. It makes me angry.

I hate how I am always stuck in the house or that I have to walk every where. He gets his friend to drive him or they go out places together.

I am jsut so fustrated. This whole week has been hard on me the phone never rang once and I had no ne to talk too until the weekend on the computer

I wish I had a life. But iam not outgoing or anything like that. I try to talk to people but Iam to shy to start talkingot people I don't know.

I asked some people I talk to on the computer to go for coffee but they tell methey are not interested I only aske dfor coffee nothing else what ever just happened to being friends.

All I know being single isn't fun and I never wanted this but oh well life goes and I wish some people would understand when I say Iam going to be alone the rest of my life I am going to be alone it doesn't pay to have your heart broken into a million pieces so not worth it.

Mr.Snob he was meowing

its like help me I want out. Hes still small enough I can wash him the kitchen sink LOL

New hair color done

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Bite my A** LOL

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LOL I had to add it my friend told me I say it too much and I should get it tattooed on there LOL

Haha this is what happens when I get bored LOL

I redid the bathroom floor.

The dining room and kitchen floor is next I might even tear the carpet up in the livingroom and lay tile there too LOL who knows. this is what happens when you leave me alone by myself LOL.

old floor

new floor