1 post tagged “betrayal”

Oh where to start today where to start.

I have been up since 5am this morning because I got a phone call from my friend in hystrics. I thought t wa my friend Kim because her mother s very ill and they don't expect her to live. But nope it's my friend Sarah who just moved back to Nova Scotia freaking out at me about her boyfriend (which I will not get into) but she said it was over and she feels hopeless and and not sure what to do and so on. They gave only been dating for a month but they knew each other 5 years ago. But she says she loves him.

But what he admitted to was wrong and gross(which I can not talka bout here unfortunally) So this might not make since but I need to somewhat vent.

Anyways I promised not to tell anyone but she had me so distraught I wasn't sure what to do so I called Troy and talked to him and told him because they are friends too.  So what did Troy do he emailed her and well firworks went from there she yeleld at me and told me I wasn't a good friend and she didn't want to talk to me anymore and so on.

So all day I have been crying kicking my ass for caring. I was so upset I had to talk to someone plus if I needed to go home andbe with herthat would be in Troy's department because he would of needed to take time off to be witht he boys and give me airfare too.

I really thought I needed to go down and kick some ass.

But no for caring for another person I know lost my hsband of 13 years and my best friend of 15 uears. I really am thinking I suck as a friend,wife and mother.

Life blows

Sarah and me in our good times

Once best friends will she ever forgive me for caring and protecting her. He says what he told her was a lie but really why lie about something like that is jsut wrong ifonly I could actually write what he said.Marty you will understand this but unfortunally no one else will.